I Hope Tomorrow Is Like Today

Sometimes the simplest meals are the best. It's my 'official' last night in Ned after going back and forth the last two weeks to pay rent, water the plants, and get my appointments taken care of. I thought that my parents would want to go out, but they spent last night in Denver, so they've been eating out the last 2 days straight. They had leftovers and my mom, typical mom fashion, decided to cook me something. Our conversation went something like this: "Scrambled eggs?" "No." "Spring rolls?" "no." "Chili?" "No." "Turkey burger?" "No." "I could make you some oven fries." "What would I eat them with?" "A turkey burger.." "I guess...." Hehe. And it was delicious. Sometimes I miss homecooked meals more than eating out and that's nice.

I'm happy to be going back, I'm happy for school to be starting up again, I'm anxious to see Dan and Mario and John and Jess and Crystal and everyone (the order isn't accurate after the first one...). I have a meeting with Scott tomorrow to put the new people in the schedule. I hope Jess gets hired, it'll be fun to work with her.

I found John's profile on match. I dunno how I feel about that. It's like he rejected me and then he's looking for someone exactly like me in his description. Maybe I'm still too fat for him. But dammit, Gary said he does like me, so what the hell is going on? He's tired of playing games, but he sure isn't tired of the one we seem to be playing. Gary cut the tendon in Mario's hand (70% of it) with a knife when he was drunk. If that was a friend of mine, I'd be pissed, but luckily Mario is not me. =)

I'm in charge of a valentine's day challenge- I really want to get to goal before summer, so as of right now (ready.... GO!) I am not eating any candy/cookies/CHOCOLATE for the next week. We'll see how that goes.... :/

I dunno what the hell is going on with Dave- I got no thank you/response for the christmas package I sent him, he hasn't been on AIM in forever, and he's just disappeared entirely. I don't know exactly what to do about it. Should I assume he's ok and he's just out screwing whatever her name is... Lindsay.? But whatever, it's not my life anymore, but it makes me sad that he doesn't really want me in his life anymore.

That's enough for now, I have WI tomorrow morning (730) and then I'm heading back up to FC to finish cleaning/laundry/etc... Ohh, I need to get my books tomorrow too. Stupid textbooks. I get paid tomorrow too. Yay for money!!

That's enough now.