I Hope Tomorrow Is Like Today

I just the most random regretful thought ever. What if I had moved back to NY with Dave when he asked me?

What would my life be like now? Would I be happy/almost graduated at RPI or SLU- going into engineering? Would we be married? Weird. Would we even still be together? I think we would. I have never known happiness like I knew with him. I still miss the intimacy. As much as he's pissed me off, I still miss having someone who loves you unconditionally, makes you feel safe and worthwhile. I miss it a lot.