Thinking about what Dave said- about missing Canton being deceptive, my mind playing games with me... He said something to the effect that Canton is a pit of despair that sucks all life and happiness out of you. He and I never saw eye to eye on it though- I was sad to leave, but he couldn't wait to escape. I dunno. I get this nasty feeling in the pit of my stomach like how life might have gone differently. Maybe I just miss having friends and love and a fun life. Being here sucks. I have to deal with Amanda and Gary being all lovey dovey.
Why am I so much more miserable even though I'm thinner? Isn't it supposed to be the other way around...?
Hopefully it's just mid-February depression. :(
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- teresamari
- I'm in transition. I'll let you know when I find out more about me.
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