I Hope Tomorrow Is Like Today

Football.

Toga Party.

Confused.

Tired.

Wishing I didn't have to work on Halloween. Fuck.

And I can't believe that I haven't written in this thing in so long. Counting down to the last football game- which means I will no longer see John and Mario on a regular basis, which makes me sad. I just have no idea what's going on anymore- the boy situation has settled. I end up with the boys that act interested and then don't do crap about it. Not that I'm interested, but it would be nice to say 'No' and be done with it. I want to be swept off my feet by the man of my dreams or I want to be left alone. None of this in between crap. Is that too much to ask?